♥ You’ve Met me At a Very Strange Time in my Life ♥
.my name is Scarlette.
.i’m 18. somedays i feel much older, somedays i feel much younger. .i love sunglasses & don’t capitalize personal pronouns for a reason.
.i was born and raised in a a semi-metropolitan town in southwest Florida, but have since followed the road of life to the late great state of North Carolina. .i’ve never lived more than a 5 minute walk from the beach, and i’m starting to wonder if i should. .i invent phrases to amuse myself.
.i battle demons-a-pleanty, ranging from a family i ran away from to the appearent total denial of all reality. Some of my battles involve triggering entries, some of it involes deep introspection that i’ll never be able to voice and some of it involves prescription therapy. Years of going from a zombie to Tyler-fucking-Durden have left me interested in the world of pharmaceuticals, yet warry of any Dr. with a pad. .i love all forms of the undead, especially zombies, and Fight Club is the greatest story EVER, but neither extreme has left me happy.
Music is a mind-and-mood altering drug. Although i’m horribly behind on all that’s recent, some of my favorite artists are: My Chemical Romance, The Used, Senses Fail, Brand New, No Doubt, Rhianna, The Offspring, Fake Problems, The Gaslight Anthem, Lil Wayne, The Matches, Something Corperate, Nickleback, Taking Back Sunday, Nirvana, David Bowie, the Misfits, Fall Out Boy, Forgive Durden, Kill Hannah, the Sounds, Scarling/Jack Off Jill . . . . anything with intense lyrics/bass/vocals . . .to be honest, if it isn’t utter crap, then i’ll give it a try and probably love it.
.i live with my Piercer/Soulmate/Therapist/Favorite Asshole/Guidence Counciler/Spirtiual Athourity/Almost-Bestfriend/Love of my Life . . . and His babymama, in a relationship that can only be described by Ludo’s “Love Me Dead” and every entry i write about them.
.i love her, too, but somedays i wonder . . . .
He is the shiney thing on a string that i followed to the OBX.
As for now, i work two jobs & struggle to make the ends meet & have a little leftover to save. After 1.85 years as a highschool drop out, i’m getting my GED, then on to college. Please don’t ask me what for, because i haven’t the slightest. Please do suggest any and all plausible majors. All i know right now is that i need to be in school & do something with my life.
.i love piercings & hopefully will, one day, have my Piercer make good on His offer to train me in the art of body piercing. Right now we lack time, a shop, and the ability to spend large amounts of time together. So i settle for enjoying the piercings i have, which range from 2 – 19 depending on what i feel like having in that day. :)
One day i hope to stop lying to myself.
One day i plan to be happy.
.i’m not sure if the two are related.
.i am: the least serious conversationalist you’ll ever meet; i find humor in every facet of life, intelligent or whitty, or sly; i’ve tricked myself out of knowing which, a talker, a listener, a laugher, a blond, a child, an oooooooooold woman, a freak, a bitch, the sweetest girl you’ll ever know, the strangest thing that’s ever happened to you, beautiful, weird, obsessive, ADHD’d and every other disordered & disassembled that you can find in the book, not random; my though process can just be unfollowable, patient, THE Devil's Advocate, intense, a lightweight, loving, a giver, a calculator, a scholar, the fool, a hermit, a ray of fuckin’ sunshine, crazy, organized, off balance & out of control, slower than a box of rocks, a whore, faster than the speed of light, lonely, in need of air to breathe, homesick, tired, burtsting at the metaphoric seams with energy, a vacation from the straight and narrow, pansexual, depressed, excited, hopeful, energetic, dead, more alive than i’ll ever be again.
So, welcome to the Scarlette Show, formerly with Special Guest Ann & our 6 kids:
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Tyler Durden Says: DON’T try & shoot your “imaginary friend” while they’re standing in front of 400 gallons of NITRO GLYRERIN.
It’s good advice.
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